Thursday, April 19, 2007

shit happened....all the time

shits always happened to everyone everyday


sunday was one of the worst day i ever had
did a mistake that can never be undone

i disappointed 3 of nice friends...in fact mates that i met in sydney....

i used to hang out with them most the free time...morning tea, lunch break..after school...weekend...FA matches....even tutorials and assingments....
they really impressed me, really one of the best mates i ever met in my life

jerry,nat and yan.....sorry ..for my entire life..

jer: generosity can always be found from you...also, friendship is what valued the most to you i
guess....never mind of lending shirts, treating meals, and staying overnight at your
house.... after that incident, i know you have no more good impression from me...all i
wanna say to you is.....you're really a good guy...i could never forget how good you treated
me...... i hope good things will happen to your love life

nat: the one who found the members, the one who used to be beside me while i was moody
i knew you expected jerry and i to look after you while yan was away....and so we did..
but that really wasn't what you want and what yan wants to be...i'm so sorry,
to....................humiliate you..........thereby, i hope you would neveer forgive me

yan: i know...you have always been treated me as your younger brother, but what i paid back
was that, i didn't mean to hurt you like that, i presumed that i would probably be a dead
man at that time, but your mercy saved me,....i had already owed you so much, plus that
incident, i guess i will never have the chance to pay you back anymore....please, ditch me


all i wanna is....can't forgive myself for the way i treated you .....i really love you ,,,3 of you

when will we hang out again?

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