finally i moved everything from waterloo to city
i have been doing all this thing for like..1 and half week
that was quite a busy weekend...and didnt really catch up someone that i wanted to
brother's back to here and he devoted to help out everything
without him i could be dead by now
stressesssss everywhereeee


things are getting untraceable

everything

studies
life...
love
life...

few hours ago i got to talk to someone i hadnt talked for so long

it's been 9 months since i last saw her, but not much differences shown on her pic

she advised me......

some real rational advises

i was stunted that such a young girl would say it


anyway, what she said was true, but i just dont know what to do now...
im pretty helpless

im deadly regret by now
........
over the previous week

i knew she was depressed
i knew she was busy
i knew she was......

something that kept her not to keep in touch with me

but what i did was the same thing
i did not really do some caring too

i realised that i was wrong on the saturday so i sent a long message to her
but that was a bit too late

it should have be done by few days more before
come on
i was out of my mind
i thought everything would be sailing smoothly

i didnt know bad thing would happen before

now.......i finally realised
i knew i made her do that decision

everything sounds stupid now
its too late for me to catch up......

please///anyone would give me chances to undo that???
i wanna show how much i care......


late night now.........can't get into bed.....

im depressed

please.....
i been so serious this time

i was just........somehow handle my relationship in a different way...wrong way///

please
give me a chance to undo it

i want to talk to you now
i want to hear your voice

now only i realised that was my bad

........................................................................................................

dedicate to my......once spouse

i knew sometimes things would just happen so sudden

i'm blaming no one now...

i thought we were meant to be

but somehow what we lacked of was time....and also the...chance to meet each other

had a few distance relationship

and summing up everything..........

it ain't as easy as you thought

no one could be blamed in this case

what i learnt was....becoming more mature

thanks for giving me a wonderful time

if there would be a chance for me to talk to you.....i would say ....i would definately cherish you like a far way more than before

take care the lovely one... love you....once

visualisin for nothin

it has been a week since i last talked to you
i could still remember that i hung up your call...

but that was because.......i thought you had to go school morning on tomorrow and just let you went to bed early..

ever since that day..
everything seemed to be changed

was that why you ditched me like i was nothing?


immature happen
shit happen
everything happen


what i could say is i would be fucking waiting for your reply /.......

i dont feel nothing now


numbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbby

stupid....action

trust me.....in this world...violence is the last solution that you would ever considered

and dont drink too much......it would get you to be involved with some fihgting shit...

it hurt yourself...hurt others//

sorry.anyway...to the victim and myself......

and sorry klc for not letting you know.....didnt want you to worry anything ....anyway...

dont fight no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..................

it has been 2 months ......



that was really......"sweet" when we spent the time together



but.....miss you so bad when we were....





anyway...



i will still strive for my future.....my studies.....even if im with you....i will give up neither you nor my future.....

take careeeee

Sydney Life

BORING

when is tcl coming back??

when is klc coming back??

when am i going to mel?

life update

it has been a while since i last blogged......more than a month

basically i had an exam, then 2 weeks break ,and back to school and rush for asingment and stuff


how i spent the holiday....... i spent it with someone that mean a lot to me.....klc
we spent our break in melbourne

........

what i wanna say is.......i feel happy with the life style im having now


!!!!!!!!!!